I had my first meeting with James, and I am only now able to move again. He totally kicked my behind, and that was just the evaluation tests. I really hope I can stick with all of this, and really be able to make a difference in my health. I have been eating like I have a death wish. Why is it that sabbotage is so easy? How can I make my health a priority instead of absolute fear? I fear this is going to be terribily difficult.